Kim Yoonji / Angel / Terra 3D with Kana
Born and Raised in New Cloud City as a normal angel, but a series of unfortunate events and dark attacks brought her to Earth and to Insolitus Academy. However, hidden behind the bright eyes and cheerful smile, she hides a broken side, haunted by the Dark Angels to threaten her and her family.
Yoonji is also the descendant of the Angel Lords, the Aristocrats and protectors of Heaven. They are the Guardian Angels that protect the inhabitants of Heaven and Earth, the figures that Kim Yoonji is growing to become.
[Mature Themes Included/AU Roleplayer]
Δ -Take me on a date
★ -Stay the night
♥- Kiss me
✓- Fuck me
✖- Slap me
✄- Kill me
♫- Sing me to sleep.
♡-Spend hours on my blog.
☊-Come with me to a festival/concert.
☀-Meet up with me in the future.
Wanna go on a date with me~?
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As she fell on her buttocks she covered her mouth with a hand, pressing her eyes into a thing line while uselessly trying to bite back those tears. For a moment she took a glace at the damaged face of her friend, feeling even worse, so she stood up with the last glimpse of strength; aiming to walk away, but as she turned around the voice of her friend made her come to a complete halt. No matter how embarrassed she was, how much she wanted to push her away, she was not strong enough to ignore her cries.
Being her friends had its pros and cons, she knew exactly how to break her. Biting the soft flesh of her lower lip, and already regretting what she was about to say, she slowly turned around facing the angel once more; speaking in a low yet cruel tone “I know… I know I did… and I’m sorry I did..” Melyria’s heart broke completely at the sight of the other female, she knew her words were pretty much harming for the angel, but she managed to hold her gaze upon the other. If she wanted her to believe her words, she needed to look cruelly convincing, as much as a low move she was making. “If I would have known how much of a pain you would be, I wouldn’t have…. saved you in the first place” Her speakings were more painful to pronounce than she thought, helplessly tearing her up again as she finally lowered her gaze; immensely sorry for what she just said.
When she was about to step away, a pair of warm hands were wrapped around hers; disarming her and instantly dragging her black orb upon the other’s face. “Didn’t you got enough? YOU DON’T WORTH IT! This is the last time I’ll say this, Leave me alone!” Roughly pulled her hands away, letting her tears run down her face but keeping a dull expression for a moment before chuckling sarcastically “Tell me little angel, telling things to you will change my situation? I don’t think so….”
The words were like a dagger to her heart, a worse pain than her wings ripped from her back. The words spoken by the girl who seemed to be Melyria not only was bringing new wounds, but opening old ones. For the words said, were the same as Yoonji’s paranoid concience. However, she wasn’t hiding the emotions anymore. They saved each other so many times, in Trials, struggles, and more. To hear it out loud was like days and days were peeling back. The many times Yoonji put on her uniform and memorized what Melyria said before, the reassuring phrases. They were all melting away and that… soon made the Angel hysterical. This wasn’t a Guardian job now… Protecting this girl HAD to happen, or their life would fall apart again.
The speakings echoed in her head as Melyria pushed Yoonji away, spinning round and round with other images; Jia, Sunggyu, Jiyoon, Eriko. Some of their words were unintentional but with Melyria’s now in the mix, Yoonji’s doubt was now out of control. She wondered if it was true. Was she really a pain? Was she unloved? Was she weak? She wondered if everything she did was for nothing. All the people she met and changed. There didn’t seem to be a point of it anymore. Time was now going slow to the Guardian and in Melyria’s eyes, it was as if the plan to keep her away worked. She was slowly hyperventilating, holding her head in her hands, wings trembling and the burn mark on her cheek now visible for all to see. Her heartbeat became the rhythm behind the taunting words in her head, building up into a creshendo of depression and desperation. The little angel words were the breaking point for her, the taunting words of the dark angel, Eriko and others after him. It was always the same words, little angel, little angel. Treating her like a little girl, the image she was trying to break free from.
"rrrrr’AAAAAAAHHHHH!!" A bloodcurdling screech came from the weak body, finally breaking for everyone to possibly see or hear. As if the heavens were answering her cries, the winds were now growing wilder and the rain became terrential, adding to the beat of her concience’s bullying. Her power soon became uncontrollable, the lanterns surrounding them crackling and exploding into bursts of light and the tree before them rattled against the sound of her scream. Losing breath, the angel fell to her knees, crying hysterically like Melyria did before, crystal tears falling onto the elf’s shoes as she desperately tried to grip onto the earth. This was the moment when the angel finally broke, every emotion spilling out of her. "You don’t mean it! You don’t mean it!! I know you don’t. The Melyria I know wouldn’t say things like this… The girl I know… wouldn’t say things like this, without a reason. A friendship can’t change so suddenly. I pushed so many people away to protect them from my fears and demons, you have to be doing the same. You must be. You’ve got to…" The angel talked constantly, crying pathetically as the Heavens cried with her. "Anyone who is among the living has hope…." She whispered a scripture, spoken by the Clan but that soon angered her, punching the ground and wondering where her hope was. "After so long… even if the feelings to me weren’t real…" Yoonji cried helplessly, looking up to the heartless elf. "The feelings to you weren’t… And as long as we are breathing, as I am breathing… I will always have hope with you…"
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Yoonji quickly glanced back, noticing her human mate. “That’s funny I was just messaging her now..” The penny dropped at Jeongmin’s playful expression, placing the phone down. “Oh, I see… It has been a while since we’ve had any time alone..” She walked towards him, the sweet angelic smile on her face.
"Hey, Phant. How is the Valentine’s fun coming along?" Accepting the flower, she smiled at the though of the friendship. "It’s what Guardians do, they look out for others and offer friendship."